i'm gonna set you free

we've been indoctrinated to crave the idea of the extraordinary ordinary we love to hate everything in other people that we hate about ourselves. arrogantly insecure and vice versa. and life lately is just always about the spins and collateral damage. in love with the idea of permanent impermanence. so careful of stuttered over articulation, as though saying the word better would somehow make it mean more. the worlds worst kind of diary. pulled the pause button off of every electronic gadget in my home-i despise it. strangely fulfilled by the idea of loving strangers and hating my few remaining friends. how there had to be an inkling in the head of neal armstrong to just stay on the moon and wait for the air to run out, besides the fact thats what we are all doing sort of in the long run only he'd have a better view.